why do i care and think so much like a DUMB ASS!!!

WHEN SHE DOESN’T CARE ANYTHING AT ALL..

today i was suppose to work,but because i got a chance to see her

i lied to my manager and told her that i am sick…

but i dont seems that everything is worth it….

WHY AM I SO DUMB!!!!!!!THINKING HERE AND THERE WHERE SHE DONT EVEN CARE…

I can tell you that i am fucking drunk nowww…my work ends early today..reach home at 12 plus..had cup noodle and some tidbits…….

so i decided to go my house downstairs kopitiam to wacth soccer alone..and had a btl of calsberg…met a new fren he bought me 3 btls of beers….

Then we watch there is one group of guys talking and talkin then suddenly they wanted to fight….

FUCK!!!!!!distract me only…..i cant even concentrate on the match…then the fucker whom i just met keep buying me beer…i just spend 5 bucks only and i am super drunk now..liverpool and chelsea drawed!!!!!!shit!!last minute own goal/….

wheni reach home i suddenly missed you so much..i wanna call you, you know that i really want you by miy side…i really want it…

I AM FUCKING DRUNK!!!

i miss you baby

and i love you

MONDAY SUCKS……..

Guess what i’ve been doing for the whole day?

i’ve been sleeping and sleeping and sleeping and playing computer like a lazy pig on my bed….i did not left my bed ever since morning.The only time i get up was when i’m having my meals and having my shower…

• download new movies
• finishing watching delete it and find a new ones
• check email
• listen to music
• clear the rubbish in my lapp

BAD LAZY BOY

i got nothing to do i just need to prepare my documents for tml’s

interview with the ICA’s officer and it’s done…

I am very tired cause i slept too much…

ya on sunday b4 training we went to a japanese restaurant, shohohohohohoho..whatever it is.to celebrate fedrick’s birthday=] me,ivan,fed,julian,zhikang,jasmine and theresa was there.jasmine told me the food is not nice at all..none was good-_-

but i was hungry at that time so no problem “JUST WHACK ONLy”

trainig was getting better and better..i mean my body condition..after the run i am not so giddy anymore..and have strength to do smth else..and surprisingly i have no body ache the next day=]

which means i’m getting used to it=] then we went to tpy lor8  for dinner..ME,FEDRICK,ZHENGXIANG,JIANG HONG,GUOFENG and THERESA IN ONE CAR =]

the girls are always the priority, so theresa sit in front then we guys have to squeeze like when you turn to your left or right the 1st thing you see is your friend’s ear…hahah so lucky to be girls hor!!

the girls so nice both of them always came to our training and train with us…and no doubt they are getting beta!!i was surprised!!!i didnt know that theresa was so gd in 1st ball, beta than me i think..i still remember at secondary sch times she don’t really like volleyball hahahah…my funny vb jnr.

well we’ll see again on next sunday

ystd was rather tired and moody douglas(my bartender) is giving some stupid problems again.And there was this stupid gay monkey customer was drunk yesterday..he pinched me REAL HARD on my ribs for nothing when i was doing something else, FUCK!!!! I WAS SO DAMN PISSED that really makes me wanna whack him..so i told my friend to warn him not to disturb me.reach home straight away go dreamland..

Saturday,…morning went to beach…=] didnt really go to sentosa that often already..so was rather fun playing there after a long time…i was super lousy..now my left knee is giving me problem..there was a point of time when i jump and i land i couldn’t land properly cause my left knee has no strength..so i landed badly was quite painful.. After that we went to harbour front market and have dinner then we decided to catch a movie since fedrick’s bd is coming..

we went to tiong bahru gv to watch the forbidden kingdom..the show was so-so..didn’t think it was that good bad..

went to sch for a while cause nth to do…and i have to go early for my dental appointment at 130..so i reach there early…doctor say its doing very gd..getting beta , they are pushing in my front part of my teeth to make it flat=] yeah ..dun know when i can take it off…

After appointment, i went to ICA to extend my student pass..bla blabla…reach at 250pm.they told me to cancel my current student pass 1st so that i can make another new one..so i cancelled it .now i am holding a social visit pass till 14th may..they asked me to come back at 4 to collect my passport….WTH!!!i was so lonely so hungry…

So i decided to go Golden mile to have my lunch=]=]=]=]=] my bb’s fav place..i ate “kao lao”(beefnoodle/beef noodle soup)my favourite food..there was communication breakdown when i was ordering hahahha i ask for “kao lao with MEE” but when my food arrives there’s no mee -_-..so i put lotsa beansprout(my fav)in case i get hungry a lil while more…i miss the time when we sit down and eat together..

aft that i head back to ICA..got my visit pass..so i need to apply for student pass..hai they say that i have to go sch get some documents then i can apply…hai..so troublesome..

then i decided to go home…THEN!!!!!!my ez-link card which is student fare at all time become adult one!!!when i top up i couldnt top up 5 bucks so i have to top up 10 bucks…then i go counter ask say wat wat wat expire la need to take letter from sch la….hai…then i dun give a shit la cos i got the letter already stating that my course will finish at september…

so i went to the head office frm toa payoh to ang mo kio…aft they say have to do this and that…wahlao…trip here and there with nothing only information….E SUD!!!!!!hai….tml at night work…dunno when i got the time to do these stuff…wed might be going out with arden all to celebrate his and my birthday which is today for his!HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ARDEN!!left him an voice mail..thurs work fri work sat dunno…sun training…

reached home finally at 6.mummy want to bring me out for dinner for my birthday celeb so we went to a steak house and eat=] i love you mummy. aft that my fatty gang(james sinteck and vicky)called say wanna go eat..so i acc them vicky picked me up..went to ang mo kio ate prata..then we went to macritchie…ahhahah we sat down there chit chat tokking abt general stuff abt singapore flats…

was thinking after IR is officaly open we people living in singapore will suffer…price of everything will shoot up but our salary will still be the same…can imagine in the future singapore is wat..so competitive..things will be totally be diff aft that..hai scary..then on people in singapore is classified either you are “RICH OR POOR” not such thing as average..hai

FOR MY LOVE”everytime when i go home walk past some buildings that i and bb sit together and chat and hanky panky..makes me think of you…i really miss you so much baby…i really want you back badly”

now its 239am have to go sleep le…
miss you my love..i’ll be missing you=]xoxo

tml will be my 1st day of school..hmm don’t know what is it going to be like??
today training tired again…went to run but this time i wasn’t the last one=]
i’ve improved..ball training was tired too..run here and there panting like mad dog like that but wasn’t that bad as last week..jump quite high.really push myself to the limit.my left ankle is giving me some problems this 2 weeks..bone felt quite pain when i moved certain direction..=[

then spencer(ex basketball teammates) called me after training..say that he and coach and some other players are downstairs my house eating and drinking..so i went to look for them..reach home at 2.they were talkin about the basketball open cup and they want to take part and want to have trainings on wed..so i was ok with it since now i got nothing to do might as well go and train myself to be more fit as before..

so next week on wed onwards, i’ll be having basketball trainings again.don’t know to be sian or happy…sian as in have to train=[..happy cause i can train myself..

hai whenever i am free i will automatically think of you and miss you..i really miss you baby…

just now when i was with my basketball teammates i ordered beer to drink..

baby i miss you badly..missing the kisses from you,the time we spend together,e time when i can get to hold your hand.usually my phone will rings at some time…but now is totally quiet=[

hai gotta get back to sleep….tml sch…tml dental appointment..tuesday thursday and fri work…sunday hell training…when can i get to see you baby when can i have the chance to call you baby again…when can i hold you in my arms again..