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i and arden have a gd chat nonsenses..bla bla bla….lottery la one millions…
we had a gd chat la..he told me lotsa stuff that makes me think that this world is very cruel..we have to be very independent.no one knows the future no one knows wat problems may occoured tml..
and the worse case may happened is your parents are dead..i think that is the most worse thing that can happened to someone..he told me one of my fren’s father passed away cause of cancer..and she was shocked and she totally changed after that incident..cause she already seen the worse thing that can happened in someone;s life..
so wat arden is trying to tell me is that nothing is so problematic or stress or sad or worth dying or worse than your loved one to die..everything can be solved.just look on the brightside of life…
which is true..
after a talked with arden really wakes me up…the things that i should do now i sto concentrate and focus what i really want in life…no one can help me only myself..i have to think like an adult…life is like tt..no worries i will pull myself up again to be a better albert.
my schedule: work hard earn money, study hard ,train body=],train stamina back and friends.
then i’ll get you back when i’m done=]
just wait for me my love=]
xoxo
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Ystd went to work almostskip it…got no strength and mood to work at all..but i went at last..staring at blank space all the time when i was out of my house and inside the mrt..i dun even bother my surroundings just keep walking and walking and stare into spaces..
comes to work..so bored..makes me think oof you even more.you know how much i miss you when i was working.even though there was part of the time when i was busy, still i can’t stop myself from thinking of you.
“MY BRAIN IS ALL YOU, YOU , YOU”
when i was smoking i keep wondering what are you doing la?have you eaten?etc…baby ah baby..
after work,i went to look for arden my very gd buddy at his place to watch soccer liverpool vs arsenal.and staying overnight at his place.just need someone by my side maybe it will makes me better a lil bit.i read all the msges that you’ve sent to me since the 1st day we met, they are the ones who motivates me and keep me strong.
because i know that we love each other so much.therefore another reason for me to be stronger=]
fion:”i’m her always only love, i’m her love life, we’ll be 4 ever”
e promises that we’ve made, those lovely& sweet msges just keeps me alive
i miss you baby,always in my heart.
